I had a dream in which I was torn madly in an intense fit of love and longing for Charlotte. Heidi M told me that she would be by the maps and the ferris wheel, the significance of which escapes me. I can correlate it only to the maps in my bedroom and my gazing at the Santa Monica ferris wheel yesterday. I was especially taken at how much I loved that dream, and how I wanted to keep going back to sleep and return to it. Despite the pain of it all, the love I felt was so profound and more powerful; along with the eternal hope of ultimately reuniting with that beautiful girl.